I hate waiting

It’s so hard waiting… waiting for everything. I feel like my life’s on hold right now. I’m kinda cranky today cause I REALLY need a vacation, like NOW! I need to talk to my boss again to see when can I actually take my 2 weeks off, cause I’m at a point where I can barely work.

So I’m waiting… waiting for my vacation. Waiting to see if I get the loan for the apartment I’m buying, waiting to finally have my own place again. Waiting until my girlfriend can finally move over here. Have I mentioned that I REALLY hate waiting? Well I do. Maybe today everything seems worse cause I’m just exhausted.

So this is just a venting post, I want to feel like some things in my life are working out good, and right now I feel like everything is in the air, and that frustrates me a lot.

On another subject… when I take my 2 week vacation, I won’t really be able to talk to my girlfriend on the phone much, cause the place I’m going to is in the middle of the mountains and has no cel phone signal. So I know L will be upset and all, but I hope she understands that I really need the time off. This long distance thing is so hard, but I’m glad that we’ve been doing good lately. I just want to be done waiting… ok?