The end...

This is going to be my last post, I know I'm not a great blogger, but I started this blog so I could rant about being in a long distance relationship, and maybe find friends who would understand me... Well my "dream" came true... and then it fell apart....

My girlfriend, who had been living with me for a year after 2 years of a long distance relationship, just left me 2 weeks ago, and went back to the US. I don't even have words to describe how I'm feeling, empty would be one... lost... heart broken... so sad I don't even know how I can go on without her... There's a lot more feelings, too many and I don't like any of them. I'm sure a lot of you have been through something like this before, but for me, it's the first time... The first time I've ever been trully in love with someone, the fist time I gave my best to a relationship, the first time I actually thought... this is it... she's the one... And it's over... just like that, in a moment my dream life was put upside down... I lost the person I love with all my heart and my best friend all in one...

People keep telling me life goes on... it might go on but it sure as hell isn't easy or a happy one...

Thanks to everyone that ever sent me words of advice, encouragement, etc. But this is the end of my fairytale... and sadly it's not ''they lived happily ever after''...